2022 I started renting a house on my own for the first time after living with sister for about 6 months. I've lived in many houses but this was my first time being alone and depending on myself to pull through. In those 6 months I lived with my sister I gained a lot of perspective on her stengths and her deepest pains and the things about her that make her 'her', that alone is an accomplishment based on how hard it is for me connect with others and I am truly thankful for a deeper connection with her because I cherish and love her so. 2022 marked a year that I have stayed at my job with HUGE set backs thinking I was going to get fired or intentsely wanted to quit. My job is industrial with long hours, little reward, toxic managment and the only upside being that I can pay for my rent. But I stayed at a job for a year after off and on being at my lowest moments of my adulthood. 2022 I've been vegan for 10 years. 2022 I finally feel stable, and capable of true responsibility. I want to learn to be less lonley, to be more comfortable in another's presence. 2023 I want to work on creating a deeper connection with myself and others, my health (taking my meds consistently), making myself a better mother for my kitty, creating art again that I am proud of, being a good sister and a good daughter, and most importantly honoring myself by staying sober.
