friday october 11 2019 2:01a
i havent updated in a long time, but im trying to get back into the swing of things now that my life is slowing back down


sunday august 18 2019 7:42o
i honestly cant figure out the best way to have a guestbook hosted on my page. i want to connect more w the community on here and i want to be apart of more/any webrings but i'm not entirely sure how to socialize even cyber socializing. i also think it would be cool to make a webring! but i don't know what the common factors would be??? oh well.

new WIP pages: i made a a page about my cat, my funeral playlist, music/songs i like

i have a new blog post and im still working on a lot of things.


friday august 16 2019 8:41a
ive definetly been up all night editing and working on graphics.
trying to figure out a new aesthetic for the homepage but haven't landed it just yet.

i made a cyber sanctums page which is going to branch into a ton of visuals and quotes and lyric pages that will serve no real purpose to anyone but me

last couple of days i have updated my about me page to add Jennifers Body in my movies and other tv shows on my favorites list. also created a to do list because it helps just to have one


monday august 12 2019 9:19p
im starting to enjoy doing t h i n g s again and thats v cool
so ive been fixing a lot of errors on my pages and also got rid of a few things too
whats the best GUESTBOOK website to use?


sunday august 11 2019 2:43a
haven't updated in a v long time
but i updated the song of the day and the art of the day
changed my background
background by 5ldo0on
updated song that plays on homepage (this page)
changed the divider for updates to a cute lil centipede
updated/fixed a few things on my about me page
i want to make a shrine page for all of my favorite tv shows and all of my favorite movies


friday, june 14 7:33p
Added a CHATBOX under the updates. I don't know if I'll use that chatbox hosting for long, don't know if i'll keep the chatbox.

Changing/updating the huji page a lil bit. Gonna add more but I grew a headache while working on it.

probably gonna update some more pages through out the night.


friday, june 7 3:11a
keep a look out on the misc page to find little links here and there. i have so many pages i've started and havent finished yet but if i do finish them through out the night i'll post them on there.
new pages:
- huji
- Sabrina Hamlin


sunday, june 2 4:44a
i've been trying to figure out a more fun index page, i'm hoping this works out. not 100% i like having an automatic song play because of how often i update and view this page. but we'll see. going to be spending the next couple hours editing a few pages but here are some things i finished/created.
- new blog post added.
- credits page (more to come)
- links (updated)
- polls (just created, i plan on using a different poll host)
- shrines (updated, more pages added)
- most def going to add an enter page at some point!
keep a look out on the misc page for a few things ive added here and there.


wednesday, may 29 10:11p
i'm annoyed by how so much of my coding is inconsisent and boy do the littest things make the difference. i'm too tired today to put any work into anything.


tuesday, may 28 5:02a
ive done a lot of work!

check out the misc page for pages i have either completed or started working on, but also give a look at my coneheads page because i worked so hard on it!


monday, may 27 11:56p
ive been updating and resdesigning every day until im happy for the night. im still working on what i'm gonna keep and what i'm gonna throw out. bare w me, ya'll.

sunday, may 26 2019 2:17
took out the graphic of the centipede today. when i made it its because i was thinking about how in my house last summer there were a ton of centipedes and i think theyre kinda cute. but i think it was repetitive and kind of annoying. made my 'about me' cuter. added more buttosn to other neocities at the bottom of this page. along with cringy blinkies, nd stamps. now i'm on the search for all the 50x50 or 100x100 icons i used to use for signatures and other weird fourms i was on back in the day.

things i want to make pages for:
-outfit of the day.
-anon ask box page (because i love being bullied)
-shrines/dedication pages: avril lavigne, post malone, the coneheads, wristcutters, the lost boys, roseanne just all the super cringy stuff that i am absolutely obsessed with
-playlists i've made with 8tracks
-also a 'what to do if i die' page. that sounds weird probably to any random person visiting this site. but having an online guide of what i want my memorial to be that i can update as my life changes sounds pretty cool and funky.
-credit page: a page to where i found some of my graphics and backgrounds nd things like that. i've made most of the stuff on my pages but none of the backgrounds so i want to source everything to make sure artists gets credit if i can find the artists *bc sometimes i just find things on tumblr

updated the music and art of the day page. going to try and update that once every couple of days or every so often.

also, is webcore as an aesthetic a thing?

thanx 4 reading ♥ -V.

saturday, may 25 2019 3:47a
there's been a ton of updates and been a ton of changes lately. i'm working on an aesthetic i find pleasing and comfortable with leaving alone for as long as i need in case i dont feel like updating for a couple months. i removed the updates i had listed on here prior because they were mixed between long winded personal vents and i'm trying to figure out if i want to actually keep a blog on listed publicly online. keeping a pubic thought log can be tricky and i'm a really anxious person!

genre: pedroom pop? idk dude

girl in red - i need to be alone.
i'm wasting my life on pointless things
i sometimes think
when does life begin?
i'm falling out of conversations
i can't pay attention.
repeat the question.
i need to be alone.
or I'm gonna lose my shit!
Oh oh, oh oh, i need to be alone
or I'm gonna lose my shit!
oh oh, oh oh
i'm waiting for something to change
cause everyday just feels the same
it's getting harder to exist.
i don't want to feel like this.
i need to be alone.
or I'm gonna lose my shit
oh oh, oh oh, i need to be alone
or I'm gonna lose my shit
i'm gonna lose my shit!
i need to be alone
i need to be alone
i need to be alone
i'm wasting my life on pointless things
i sometimes think
when does life begin
i'm falling out of conversations
i can't pay attention
repeat the question
i need to be alone
or I'm gonna lose my shit
i'm gonna lose my shit
i need to be alone
or I'm gonna lose my shit
i'm gonna lose my shit