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hi! I'm grossgirl94, but you can call me V. Welcome to my Neocities all about me, for me. This is my medicore digital closet where I create a mess of html mostly from memory and old stackflow posts. Here you will find style design inspired by noise, distortion, cottage core, Man Is The Bastard and The Coneheads. I came across Neocities by stumbling on girl and queer bands (inactive) looking for new music. I use this platform to catalog my zines, vinyls, tapes, to share my thoughts in my blog/journal, and just for general self expression. This page is 18+, not because I post adult content but because I just don't want to be interacting with people underage. Everything is always under construction and sometimes things are broken.

fuck a proud boy, fuck a terf, fuck a tump supporter, fuck a zionist, fuck a racist, fuck a misogynist, fuck transphobia, fuck homophobia, fuck your cop uncle, fuck all boot lickers especially the ones at your job, i can keep going but you get the point. solidarity to the girls

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Systemic by All My Wishes Were Thrown Down a Well and Should Die There

Gathered like sheep
Mindless like these walls
You’re expected to fit the mold
and kill with a blindfold
Devastated cultures
Justified by "protection"
This is how you win your elections
By occupying
These damaged homes
Generalized
To be a threat
To our privileged lives
Explain to me
The meaning of genocide
Cause in my eyes
That's what I'm seeing
"So line em up
One by one
And some have fun
Killing everyone"
Who elected these right wing nuts?
With a bloodlust for every country that’s not like U.S.

"I tried hard to be proud of my service. All I could feel was shame... Racism could no longer mask the reality of the occupation. These were people. These were human beings. I have since been plagued by guilt - anytime I see an elderly man, like the one who couldn’t walk, who we rolled onto a stretcher and told the Iraqi police to take him away. I feel guilt anytime I see a mother with her children, like the one who cried hysterically, and screamed that we were worse than Saddam as we forced her from her home. I feel guilt anytime I see a young girl, like the one I grabbed by the arm and dragged into the street. We were told we were fighting terrorists. The real terrorist was me. The real terrorism is this occupation.

Racism within the military has long been an important tool to justify the destruction and occupation of another country. It has long been used to justify the killing, subjugation, and torture of another people. Racism is a vital weapon employed by this government. It is a more important weapon that a rifle, or a tank, or a bomber, or a battleship. It is more destructive than an artillery shell, or a bunker buster, or a tomahawk missile. While all those weapons are created and owned by this government, they are harmless without people willing to use them. Those who send us to war do not have to pull a trigger or lob a mortar round; they don’t have to fight the war, they merely have to sell us the war. They need a public who is willing to send their soldiers into harm’s way, and they need soldiers who are willing to kill and be killed, without question. They can spend millions on a single bomb - but that bomb only becomes a weapon when the ranks in the military are willing to follow the orders to use it. They can send every last soldier anywhere on earth, but there will only be a war if soldiers are willing to fight."


 (09/12/25)





by designbyhayd

(09/12/25)




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To do:

-diy page
-band merch page
-gingham page
-tank girl shrine
-clothes page
-update patches page
-update comics page
-headers/icon for all pages
-vinyls page
-tapes page
-new drawings page


09/12/25 new song spotlight and art spotlight
03/03/25 vinyls and tapes page is updated and ready to view. Haven't uploaded all of the collections but thats okay. Updated about about me with links to all of my collections and updated my sitemap page with those links as well. Going to start adding polls and a few fun things here and there.
12/16/24 updated music of the day to Brand New Shoes by Feburary, I can't stop listening to Febuary, I want to move to vegas and see them live, theres so many emo bands I like out there now. I didn't update the art of the day because I am trying to make the only art I post on there art I actually purchased and the last art I purchased was Foie.
12/09/24 added new photos. added a new zine written by best friend to the zines page, Impact Imminent
05/03/24 updated music and art spotlight
04/13/24 updated and scanned new stuff for my zines page. What The Oracle Forsaw, Smoking Pigs: Images of Resistance, Never Slow: volume 1
02/29/24 created a page for my punk vests
01/04/24 Happy new year! I brought back the pink gingham, got rid of some old graphics and working on sprucing up the place a little bit.
12/01/23 ive been updating a ton of things. theres a chatbox now, updated my patches page, created a page to post about my cat Kinny
11/26/23 added chat, new art + song spotlight, few things here and there
01/23/23 music and art spotlight is back!
11/26/22 i added a sitemap! its very helpful so far. i also added ato do list, updated my zines page, updated my about me page, working on a vegan page. organized a lot behind the scenes.
05/15/22 updated the art page. added some unposted things, previously posted things. changed up the page. it'll change again soon
09/21/21 i removed music spotlight and art spotlight because i havent kept up with it in so long. i'm sure it'll make a return but for now it's on hiatus. im also in the process of simplifying a lot of my image heavy pages.
07/01/21 im exhuasted with work but ive become passionate about the small web. ive been back on the neocities kick for the whole month of June and my ideas are a little dry right now or the involve thoughtfulness i dont have the time for. thinking about buying a domain.
06/15/21 i still havent updated the music or art but i changed it from music and art of the day to music and art ~spotlight~. im working on new projects and flipping through my ideas so you'll see more than a few pages that are under construction. sorry for how messy everything constantly is
05/13/21 oh gosh almost a full year since ive updated the music of the day and the art of day. ive spent a lot less time listening to new music or finding new art but hopefully i will find the right artists to share on here soon.
07/24/20 updated music page. yesterday i updated my about me page
07/19/20 updated music and art otd, new journal entry. working on a new aesthetic.
04/13/20 added a page for my band bestsundaydress. working on updating a lot of things
12/24/19 updated music and art otd
11/30/19 updated music and art otd
11/28/19 created a myspace page
11/27/19 updated links page. updated aeshethics for every listed page
11/26/19 there was probably a way easier way of adding the guestbook button than editing every listed page i have but oh well
11/01/19 added poetry page. added lyrics i like page the other day. working on organizing.
10/28/19 i could not stand the halloween layout anymore


Adding all of mutuals is a work in progress and mission! If you want to be listed, leave a comment on my profile page :)