hi! im grossgirl94, welcome to my medicore digital closet where i create a mess of html mostly from memory and old stackflow posts. here you will find style design inspired by noise, distortion, and cottage core punk.

i mostly use my website to blog these days, but here and there i share other things and make new pages. if i am editing, i am usually live editing, so if you see a broken/bare or even abandonded page please bear with me for i am trying my best.






"Garden Song" by Phoebe Bridgers

The doctor put her hands over my liver
She told me my resentment's getting smaller
No, I'm not afraid of hard work
I get everything I want
I have everything I wanted




Appreciating myself for the first time by Alison Zai

(03/17/23)




01/23/23 music and art spotlight is back!
11/26/22 i added a sitemap! its very helpful so far. i also added ato do list, updated my zines page, updated my about me page, working on a vegan page. organized a lot behind the scenes.
05/15/22 updated the art page. added some unposted things, previously posted things. changed up the page. it'll change again soon
09/21/21 i removed music spotlight and art spotlight because i havent kept up with it in so long. i'm sure it'll make a return but for now it's on hiatus. im also in the process of simplifying a lot of my image heavy pages.
07/01/21 im exhuasted with work but ive become passionate about the small web. ive been back on the neocities kick for the whole month of June and my ideas are a little dry right now or the involve thoughtfulness i dont have the time for. thinking about buying a domain.
06/15/21 i still havent updated the music or art but i changed it from music and art of the day to music and art ~spotlight~. im working on new projects and flipping through my ideas so you'll see more than a few pages that are under construction. sorry for how messy everything constantly is
05/13/21 oh gosh almost a full year since ive updated the music of the day and the art of day. ive spent a lot less time listening to new music or finding new art but hopefully i will find the right artists to share on here soon.
07/24/20 updated music page. yesterday i updated my about me page
07/19/20 updated music and art otd, new journal entry. working on a new aesthetic.
04/13/20 added a page for my band bestsundaydress. working on updating a lot of things
12/24/19 updated music and art otd
11/30/19 updated music and art otd
11/28/19 created a myspace page
11/27/19 updated links page. updated aeshethics for every listed page
11/26/19 there was probably a way easier way of adding the guestbook button than editing every listed page i have but oh well
11/01/19 added poetry page. added lyrics i like page the other day. working on organizing.
10/28/19 i could not stand the halloween layout anymore